Lately, I have been so uninspired and unmotivated to do anything even keeping up with this blog has been a hassle. But then I realised I only write for myself so at least I don’t have the pressure to meet anyone’s expectations here. There were so many things I wanted to post about: my thoughts, experiences, lessons but they all end up staying as a draft. I have removed so many old blog posts as suddenly I felt they weren’t up to my expectation and liking.
The number of posts in my draft section is giving me anxiety haha. I hate piling things up. I always try to come back on my dashboard and write something new but I end up deleting it all. Guess how many times I tried to finish this post? I read somewhere online that when you are going through a stagnant point in your life you should just keep doing whatever you can rather than giving up the task altogether so I promised myself that I will keep writing whatever goes in my head even if it is just one sentence with the hope that I will resume it once I am in a better mood.
All I need is that one exciting thing to kick my life back on track but I don’t know what exactly I am looking for. I get easily bored with everything even people. But there is one thing I know for sure: I am sick of this plateau.
